suiciety

that all being said
i need to change
i need to tell someone everything
i need to tell everyone something
i need to stop hiding
i need to buy more stuffed dolphins
i need to stop haunting myself

why is everything about you?
i need you to understand
i need you to hold my hand
i need you to know how many scars
i need you to know how many more
i need you to show me life
i need you to say now or never
i need you to stop exsisting
i need you to stop trying
i need you to realize i love you
i need you to let go
i need you to hold on forever.. i know i am
i need you to make sure i sleep well
i need you to tell me that you still love me after all these years
i need you to take me away
i need you to know i exsist
i need you to watch a movie with me
i need you to stop breathing
i need you to kill me quick or not at all
i need you to be alive still
i need you to have not forgotten me
i need you to have not put a price on my happiness
i need you to just stay out
i need you to sing me to sleep
i need you to dream about me
i need you to smile about skittles
i need you to smell the way you do
i need you to not be so fragile
i need you to try one more time
i need you to kiss my dolphins
i need you to know your allright
i need you to tell me this is allright
i need you to explain why you did this to me again?
i need you to tell me what is it that i should have to do
i need you to make me happy
i need you to let me in
i need you to give me more than one way out
i need you to stop reading this


i still remember everything