suiciety

oh my god what have i done. i'm so far away from home.......

never looked so far back. faded memories all around me. bleeding walls closing slowly. maybe some day they'll turn around and realize all the lies never lived. i'm not ever turning back. no for anything, not for everything. just wasting time. moving on now.... just as soon as i open my eyes. i haven't talked about this in a while. guess i haven't thought about this in a while. look what i've found. this is it. this is what i know. is this everything i want to be? i know a way to get through this. i know a way but i can't sleep. this is amature, borderline desperate. these are the words on the tip of everyones tongue. when will i grow out of this. i miss the days when everything was infinate. sometimes i wonder. all i have are memories. don't you fucking walk away untill you know i'm alright. no, wait... get back or someone is gonna die.