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Sunday Nov 17, 2002

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your not so sure if your sure of anything anymore, just returning the favor that you never gave. you hold accountable for his own death, the man you killed. bastard suns. we tend to knife ourselves. here, some praise and blood for adding to the collection of scars. you walk into a room, can you feel it drain the solitude? someone is falling down, it smells like fear. your heart is atrophied. i'll light a match. i feel what you give me, tell me again how i am acting. the childs mother's tainted face. i know what everyone says. they told me the same thing. i can paint your smeared image just as well as you sketch mine. i would sacrifice so much more if i know it would be just fine. i would do it, if i thought everything would be just fine. this will always be the thing of tomorrow. please i am running out of energy. ive gone home from worse then this. it always comes close, but you never come easy. i still know everything. this isn't whats keeping you up nights. i may have just found something that feeds into the inconsistency of my moods. its a shame that i don't think you will notice. you are keeping a good pace, you still haven't let me down. what i have gotten myself into feels deeper than the slash inches from my wrist. please keep in mind that this is what living like this does. that should explain everything. regardless i will still wait for your call. can you guess what my hearts been up to? so honestly how could you say those things? this is all wrong, and it shows. don't worry sweetie, i already know. i have no feeling because i am scared. i'm miserable, and your just getting started.
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solisis:
this is tainted... this is highly immoral....
which reminds me i gave away my n17 cd to a most unworthy recipient once and it burns me now that i want to hear it. how gracious the heart if misery is.
all is blood, darling Agathie.... you can curl your death now that the walls ring the echo of my pain. seal the wound. carterize it with my ice hot stare. i tried my rails but they wouldn't budge. i laced the brakes with a coat of pain. off i go then. over the face of malediction and deep into the abyss and beyond. forgive my forever absence. the demon you know now was the boy that you loved.
Nov 17, 2002
dia:
Like a tomb bomb. Watch it. Did I light it? Amazing. This is how it's done. Now where is my error, that's what I want to know.
Nov 17, 2002

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