suiciety

don't be honest it only makes things worse. they seem like fears. when i was a boy you tried to tell me. don't tell me anything. don't run two at time. i took it all for granted, all the time i had. she wants. never looked back again. there was nothing left for me to see. sounded like mine. black windows all around me. please don't bother with the shades. she wasting time. lying to extenuate life. i won't ever live and die. this is my life, i can only stay for awhile. come try it out. see how it suites yourself. beat up what is desolate and done. i haven't talked about this in a while. i guess i haven't thought about this in a while. i forgot how to feel like this. look what i've found. is this your life? i found it crumbling to dust. i wish i could choke things down. as long as this winter is told i won't feel the cold. the smell of the heater core come running my way. i've been outside for too long now. tomorrow hopes i'll save a saint. the midnight hour comes crashing in again.