suiciety

i explain nothing. because as of late i am not sure of anything.

love, have you forgotten our handicap child m203? i know he has no handle but he's still family... (sniff)...
the twins are fabulous. i carried them around all day today in public. in my child carrier. it was grand. they kept asking about their other daddy. i said he took mp to disneyland now and will be around soon enough.
m203 stayed home and watched m4 all day. he's still under the weather but i think i can schedule an appointment to see the specialists in about a week.

let me tell you how much i adored our final moment the other night. the passion of a smooth break. you tagged my shoe. i tagged your leg. we kissed from about 30 feet away. for certain we need to share such moments more often. i thought of you today as i was perusing the floors of an urban outfitters earlier. the levels separated by staircases and platforms. open. ample leaping and rolling points. spacious environment with many obstacles to take cover behind. oh.... the moment we would share if only we had the place to ourselves. i dream of it daily. i dream of it nightly. i only wish we weren't hindered by the law.