suiciety

i think i finally see whats happening. i think my signal is finally fading in. but i hate you all and thats okay. thats what makes it easy for me. well it took me long enough. i won't tell anyone. i guess i fooled myself into believing. it never really made sense to me. fortunatley i'm not impressed with anyone or anything. would you know what to say? would you know how to feel? i won't tell anyone....................