suiciety

i think i finally see whats happening. i think my signal is finally fading in. but i hate you all and thats okay. thats what makes it easy for me. well it took me long enough. i won't tell anyone. i guess i fooled myself into believing. it never really made sense to me. fortunatley i'm not impressed with anyone or anything. would you know...
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a look in the mirror is not enough

i feel sick. not the sick i have been. i am better now. something different needs recovering. you make me so fucking sick. i have nothing but devotion. she surely wants more. she needs more. i never fair so well on the radar. everything being under doesn't help much. no matter the games that are played.. its ultimately her with the finger on the trigger....
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can't help this habit i'm love with my disease.

the design in this madness is crazy

suddenly true... theres better things to do
.. and although i don't know everything i wouldn't tell you anything if i did.. i pushed it today...with the words "this is the rest of your life" flashing across the screen....if it were you i'd shoot the pilot begging you to stay... breathe in... exhale.... you know i taste the trigger... i made my mind... tonight would...
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if another angel... says just grin and bear it

i might be forced.....

.... to smash her fucking head
..... against the wall....
and never sin again.......

your a fuckin liar, you lie. i know now that wishes never come true. i know this for a fact. the fact that your still alive. countless stars and endless candles. .

in fitful dreams. i screamed your words. remembered him. inside of her. my lover gone-dripped from my lips. like liquid through me. so elusive. i drank from your hand. i drank from your mouth. you poured into me. until i was drowned. i had no breath-was drunk on you. i would have given. it all to you

in restless sleep. vision of two. i screamed...
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whats wrong? take her away. swallow up the sun till i stop..... breathing. its amusing. your so wrong its itching. if concrete holds me below. decayed and returned these aberrations. boys like you are a dime a dozen. get away. don't decay. secret whispes...to know... captivate.when we shut down. yes to me. every moment matters. you can never move foward while standing still. you ability...
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see me, want me, lust me, watch me, need me, chase me, trail me, stalk me, worship me, hunt me, find me, wine me, dine me, feel me, hold me, kiss me, touch me, tempt me, seduce me, take me, manipulate me, addict me, adore me, like me, floor me, torture me, ignore me, destroy me, control me, humiliate me, use me, abuse me, penetratee...
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i shot the pilot, begging you to fly this for me. i'm here for you to use broken and bruised. do you understand? its only you, beautiful. . or don't want anyone. if i can choose, its only you, but how could i miscalculate... perfect eyes will have perfect aim..