suicidesic

I am in for the long haul here at school...these classes will be rough but I'm harder than a coffin nail, so I should be fine. I have to look forward to making it out of this town for a little while though...when I do it will be sweet.

Umm...I am starting to think about my chosen profession, in my times of pondering to myself lately and I think that possibly it may lead me to a life of being by myself. Now I am not trying to be melodramatic, but I've been adding things up in my head and this is what I have come up with. Just a thought is all...I have my reasons, mostly gut feelings


I have been listening to a lot of Al Green lately... there is something really good in a lot of old motown songs....something that is overlooked. Joy Division is also something I have been listening to a lot "Ceremony" is particularly good....I'll leave you with some lyrics as I go try and get some ideas for projects that'll blow all of my classmates out of the water.

This is why events unnerve me,
They find it all, a different story,
Notice whom for wheels are turning,
Turn again and turn towards this time,
All she ask's the strength to hold me,
Then again the same old story,
Word will travel, oh so quickly,
Travel first and lean towards this time.

Oh, I'll break them down, no mercy shown,
Heaven knows, it's got to be this time,
Watching her, these things she said,
The times she cried,
Too frail to wake this time.

Oh, I'll break them down, no mercy shown,
Heaven knows, it's got to be this time,
Avenues all lined with trees,
Picture me and then you start watching,
Watching forever, forever,
Watching love grow, forever,
Letting me know, forever.

Take it easy people.