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This is a really random and disjointed entry, for that I apologize:

So I'm still trying to think of what kind of pics to take in that mental hospital, I think I'm going to use my pinhole camera and maybe some digital and some Holga medium formats, I still am trying to get an idea and a model...grrr I need to figure out my ideas for that place. I think I'm going to try and travel to a lot more ghost towns and abandoned places to shoot.

Work was terrible tonight, I wanted to shoot myself. There were 10 rap groups "playing" and they all were awful. They were like 10 different versions of Insane Clown Posse. And let me say I have nothing against cage dancers but, if they aren't pretty and can't keep a beat and dance to it then they are better off not on stage.And since I've only worked 4 times in the past month, I'm kind of wondering how I'm going to make ends meet. boo hoo....I'm going to whore myself out on Miracle Mile I think.

I have this paper due on monday, it blows bad and I don't want to read anything to back up my argument...I'm lazy. I need to be creative, I haven't had any projects and it's killing me.