I really need to write more often. When I'm at work or when I'm out some where I think about all these things I really want to write or talk about, but then when I get home and I go to do it I just don't have the goddamn energy to type it all out or I'm just to lazy and don't want to have to do it *Sighs* 
How come nobody loves me?
No one ever responds to my entries when I do make them? The only one's I ever see respond to me are Kiki, babygirl, & MistakesMade! Are they the only one's who love me? Hmmm......
Well my life isn't as exciting as I would like it to be. I am either working, working, or I am working...Ha, well what do you know thats all it seams like I freaking do lately! As matter of fact I just got home from work about 45 min ago. I was up at 10 min to 5 am this morning to be at Wally World for 6, worked there till 3 pm then when I got home I had to get ready to go to the other job at Advance to be there for 4 pm, then got out at 9:30 pm. I was sopose to be there only till 9 pm, but that didn't happen because the other kid that was sopose to close with me worked an earlier shift and screwed me over *Grrr*
I was amazed I was looking at Walmart.com and there is this really pretty ring I saw that I want that I can get my name and my boyfriend's name and our birthstones on it. It's only $169.00 plus I will get my discount on it and it will be even cheaper. I think that's going to be my Christmas present to my self this year...hehe ♥
Well on another note.
I could have crawled under a rock and died today when I was at Wal-mart. There is this really Gorgeous guy who works for Coke a Cola (let me remind you I do have a boyfriend, so you know) that comes in and fills his stuff at the store. Well this guy has these eyes to die for and a body you just want to jump *hehe* any way I just found out the other day what his name is which makes me very happy, if you know what I mean...LoL any way today I don't know if he knew that I have a little thing for him and if not he has to know now. I ended up having to take something back to the department it belonged to, and on my way back I walk right past him (now this happened all like it would in the movies with the slow motion) I said hi as I was walking past him but he has this dead on stare at me and you know what I could not look him back in the eyes cause I knew it would have really given it away, but I think by what I did probably gave it away to him even more..........
You want to know what I did when he was looking at me? I looked at the ground the whole entire time except for the few glances I gave back to see if he was still staring. *UGH* I just wanted to die! I could not believe I did that! What a complete moron I am! Then later on that day I was talking to the one guy I became pretty good friends with at work and he knows the whole scenario with the Coke Guy and as I was walking up to him to ask him something and the coke guy was right be hind me and I didn't know it till my friend said his name, and since I didn't know I yelled at my friend and hit him in the shoulder and then I started walking back to my department and he ended up passing me again and he did that stare again at me and what did I do.....yep again I couldn't do it! If you saw his eyes you would know why I did what I did. Then after all of that I felt even more stupid because every where I went he was there and it just felt like I was stalking him or something, but I wasn't I was just doing my work.....LoL I have the worst luck don't I? I kept waiting for him to come up to me and say something to me and ask or something.....then I really would have been speechless......well it's getting late I better go I have to be up again at 10 min to 5 am to be at work again for 6 am. The only good things I will get out of it is I will probably get to see the Hot Coke guy again and Swoon over him and that I don't have to work at my other job when I get off at 3 pm.
If any thing like me being a moron, happens tomarrow I bet you will all hear about it again!!
Well Nite nite!
How come nobody loves me?
No one ever responds to my entries when I do make them? The only one's I ever see respond to me are Kiki, babygirl, & MistakesMade! Are they the only one's who love me? Hmmm......
Well my life isn't as exciting as I would like it to be. I am either working, working, or I am working...Ha, well what do you know thats all it seams like I freaking do lately! As matter of fact I just got home from work about 45 min ago. I was up at 10 min to 5 am this morning to be at Wally World for 6, worked there till 3 pm then when I got home I had to get ready to go to the other job at Advance to be there for 4 pm, then got out at 9:30 pm. I was sopose to be there only till 9 pm, but that didn't happen because the other kid that was sopose to close with me worked an earlier shift and screwed me over *Grrr*
I was amazed I was looking at Walmart.com and there is this really pretty ring I saw that I want that I can get my name and my boyfriend's name and our birthstones on it. It's only $169.00 plus I will get my discount on it and it will be even cheaper. I think that's going to be my Christmas present to my self this year...hehe ♥
Well on another note.
I could have crawled under a rock and died today when I was at Wal-mart. There is this really Gorgeous guy who works for Coke a Cola (let me remind you I do have a boyfriend, so you know) that comes in and fills his stuff at the store. Well this guy has these eyes to die for and a body you just want to jump *hehe* any way I just found out the other day what his name is which makes me very happy, if you know what I mean...LoL any way today I don't know if he knew that I have a little thing for him and if not he has to know now. I ended up having to take something back to the department it belonged to, and on my way back I walk right past him (now this happened all like it would in the movies with the slow motion) I said hi as I was walking past him but he has this dead on stare at me and you know what I could not look him back in the eyes cause I knew it would have really given it away, but I think by what I did probably gave it away to him even more..........
You want to know what I did when he was looking at me? I looked at the ground the whole entire time except for the few glances I gave back to see if he was still staring. *UGH* I just wanted to die! I could not believe I did that! What a complete moron I am! Then later on that day I was talking to the one guy I became pretty good friends with at work and he knows the whole scenario with the Coke Guy and as I was walking up to him to ask him something and the coke guy was right be hind me and I didn't know it till my friend said his name, and since I didn't know I yelled at my friend and hit him in the shoulder and then I started walking back to my department and he ended up passing me again and he did that stare again at me and what did I do.....yep again I couldn't do it! If you saw his eyes you would know why I did what I did. Then after all of that I felt even more stupid because every where I went he was there and it just felt like I was stalking him or something, but I wasn't I was just doing my work.....LoL I have the worst luck don't I? I kept waiting for him to come up to me and say something to me and ask or something.....then I really would have been speechless......well it's getting late I better go I have to be up again at 10 min to 5 am to be at work again for 6 am. The only good things I will get out of it is I will probably get to see the Hot Coke guy again and Swoon over him and that I don't have to work at my other job when I get off at 3 pm.
If any thing like me being a moron, happens tomarrow I bet you will all hear about it again!!
Well Nite nite!
MM