I hate being sick! 
The past 3 day's now I have been feeling like someone is just stabbing me in the stomach and I don't know why. I don't feel sick any where else but in my stomach. I can't wait for this to pass already because I can't take it any more.
On another subject
, JonL the girl I work with that I have the crush on, things seam like there going pretty well with us. 
I'm still in shock that I just came out to her that I like her and shes still in shock that I like her.
Now we can't stop talking to each other.
The night we came out to each other we talked for 5hrs and then last night when I was at my 2 jobs we just kept texting each other back and forth. She was going to come see me at my 2nd job at night, but she couldn't
I know this might be boreing all of you, But I am still so happy. I haven't had a Crush on a girl since I was in High school, and with her it hit me hard. I really want to be with her. She keeps asking me why I like her, and it's one of those things that I don't know what it is my self but there's just something that drives me crazy for her.
Like last night she kept sending me the sweetest text messages to my phone all night. My boyfriend doesn't even say any thing like that, like she does to me.
We got on the discussion about kissing last night and we want to kiss each other in the worst way, but the only time we really see each other is in work....and of corse PDA is not aloud. Also the fact that my boyfriend is working at the same place doesn't help either.
Well I better go before I bore you all to death wiith my love life...
The past 3 day's now I have been feeling like someone is just stabbing me in the stomach and I don't know why. I don't feel sick any where else but in my stomach. I can't wait for this to pass already because I can't take it any more.
On another subject
, JonL the girl I work with that I have the crush on, things seam like there going pretty well with us.
I'm still in shock that I just came out to her that I like her and shes still in shock that I like her.
Now we can't stop talking to each other.
The night we came out to each other we talked for 5hrs and then last night when I was at my 2 jobs we just kept texting each other back and forth. She was going to come see me at my 2nd job at night, but she couldn't
I know this might be boreing all of you, But I am still so happy. I haven't had a Crush on a girl since I was in High school, and with her it hit me hard. I really want to be with her. She keeps asking me why I like her, and it's one of those things that I don't know what it is my self but there's just something that drives me crazy for her.
Like last night she kept sending me the sweetest text messages to my phone all night. My boyfriend doesn't even say any thing like that, like she does to me.
We got on the discussion about kissing last night and we want to kiss each other in the worst way, but the only time we really see each other is in work....and of corse PDA is not aloud. Also the fact that my boyfriend is working at the same place doesn't help either.
Well I better go before I bore you all to death wiith my love life...
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Or do you have an open relationship with your boyfriend? 3 years seems like a long time (especially at 20) for it not to be exclusive, unless it is agreed that the relationship is open.
Just hoping you don't fall to hard.
Hope things work out for you between both of them.