Oh well, I have overcome the severe beating the Steelers got and am almost fully recovered. It was a good season and hopefully we will have yet another outstanding season next year. I am going to the rifle range this week, I love shooting the M-16. Maybe it's just because I get to be out of the office for 2 weeks. That is a strong...
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kinkerbelle:
we'll both be doing it though, so it should be fun. 
jholtsnider:
Lol! Ok... this seems... like it should be interesting...
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck........ god damn steelers gave up like 3 int... FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
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prettydeadgirl:
sooooooo sooooooooooo sad 
kinkerbelle:
how's it your fault?
yeah so the Steelers paly tonight and I don't think I can take this anymore. My nerves are shot, and there is no good reason for it. Football should not be this important to anyone. But goddamn it it is to me. And hell I know it is for about 100,000+ Steeler fans. I have the feeling htey will win but I don't wanna get...
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kinkerbelle:
cool noogies. Maybe I'll check it out. 
iso:
Nope, not near Oil City. Near Butler. Oil City is like 35 miles north of me. I'm near Butler or Kittaning, depending on which way you come up from pittsburgh.
Damn how bad do I suck? I went a whole day with no comments. Either way I am too drunk to care. I know I said I wasn't going to say anything about being lonely but when I'm drinkin I can't help thinkin that I have NOBODY. Eveerything I post on SUICIDEBOYS doesn't get answered which makes me not want to do a set even...
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godiva666:
You're not alone. I just don't know how else to put it. I wish I could make everyone in the world who feels alone, feel not so alone. Myself included. But I can't. And it fucking sucks and there are days I wish I could die because I don't matter at all. Like, people get it, but they just can't and don't make themselves known because we're all massive pieces of shit. I don't know how else to put it. Hang in there. We all have our countdowns.
Remind me to never join the military.
I work in a family restaurant that is open 24 hours and its gay and I hate having to dress like a prep when I don't feel like it.
Blink is great all the time; you're obviously not a die hard to the death fan. Sad times.
Spinny
Remind me to never join the military.
I work in a family restaurant that is open 24 hours and its gay and I hate having to dress like a prep when I don't feel like it.
Blink is great all the time; you're obviously not a die hard to the death fan. Sad times.
Spinny
whitewidow:
Hey there - I just read your comment in Spinny's journal about telling her to not join the military. I agree with you - I am an Army Medic that got posted to an Air Force base. I just had my first mid air collision last month - not a pretty sight
Kisses
P.S. - I think you should do a set for SG boys! I have not been able to check it out lately, but I would have told you before that you should do it
Kisses
P.S. - I think you should do a set for SG boys! I have not been able to check it out lately, but I would have told you before that you should do it
God I love the weekends. You know sometimes I hate going home for the simple fact that I know that at some point I'm gonna have to leave soon. But oh well there is only a short time before I get to stay home for the rest of my life.
I get more and more nervous about the Steelers game as the time goes on....
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I get more and more nervous about the Steelers game as the time goes on....
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So the first day back at work was actually not that bad. I sat around all day and did nothing, but that is what I do every day. At the end of the day of course we had pt but after that I went home to my one love. BEER. It's the only thing I love that loves me back. But either way it was...
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elijah:
thank you ! im blushing.... 
iso:
Steelers ahd better win. I don't think i can handle the craziness that will occur otherwise. ugh. And Karns City is like an hour north of pittsburgh, off of 268. Feel free to stalk next time you're home.
well back at the grind, Good ol' North Carolina. Well I guess I restart the countdown. 657 days left and I can be a civilian again. But, everyone has my word that I am not going to dwell on the fact that I hate my job or my lonliness. I am going to strictly focus on what happens day to day. But just know that...
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teerox:
Big hugs sweetie....you can so do it.
Then we'll go on a 3 day drunk.
Then we'll go on a 3 day drunk.
teerox:
Big hugs sweetie....you can so do it.
Then we'll go on a 3 day drunk.
Then we'll go on a 3 day drunk.
well I am on my way back to the Corps life. BOOOOO
Maybe i'll get to go somewhere and meet the love of my life
haha...cute chics... in new bern....hahaha. ahhh damn it my life sucks. But at least I am dashingly handsom. D'oh well at least i'm funny.
UPDATE: I actually begin my journey from PGH to N.C. This sux so bad I hate...
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Maybe i'll get to go somewhere and meet the love of my life
haha...cute chics... in new bern....hahaha. ahhh damn it my life sucks. But at least I am dashingly handsom. D'oh well at least i'm funny.
UPDATE: I actually begin my journey from PGH to N.C. This sux so bad I hate...
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kinkerbelle:
ha ha
ha ha
oldsarge:
Hang in there, eat the apple and ...., write when you get work.
Go Army.
Go Army.
As I was sitting here watching t.v. and cruising the net, I remembered how damn lonely I feel. I hate the feeling that when I fall asleep at night I don't have anyone that is thinking "I can't wait to see Brian again". I know that oone day I will find that someone but I just want it to be now or soon at least....
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jholtsnider:
Oh jeebus. You'll be fine. The ladies love Marines and you know it. Just gotta get away from base for a while. Now go enjoy your leave.
jholtsnider:
Oh. Well. Oops. 
Well, you'll enjoy it when you get back. Shit, you know that there's always this sort of thing going on... minus the cocaine of course...
Well, you'll enjoy it when you get back. Shit, you know that there's always this sort of thing going on... minus the cocaine of course...
I am still home on leave. There's nothing better than getting away from the chaos of the military life. I absolutely hate being in the Marines, but see no reason to skip out early or do anything to get myself kicked out. I will "do my time" and just get out. I guess that is basically all. Hoping to get some friends on this site...
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jholtsnider:
That's cool. The GI Bill is nice. Just be sure to save up some cash before you get out - you seem like a smart guy, not one of the fools living paycheck to paycheck. I got out with +$20k and it makes school 100% easier. Shit, all you should be paying for is beer and fun.
I'm at University of Colorado majoring in Physics. It's kinda boring compared to the Corps, but hey... lots more ladies.
Met my dream girl here... it happens.
I'm at University of Colorado majoring in Physics. It's kinda boring compared to the Corps, but hey... lots more ladies.
Met my dream girl here... it happens.
jholtsnider:
Nice. I didn't get shit. If I ever find that g***amn recruiter... Anyways, yeah... I'm doing ok and Boulder is stupid expensive. It's a big laugh coming to college and finding out that you have class from 8am-2pm MWF and 9am-10am TR and people talking about "what a tough schedule that is"...
The big payout is coming. When you're kicking back in your pad with your keg of Guiness while your freshman classmates stumble to their fast food jobs, you'll see. That and having USMC on your resume is a big bonus. It says you can get shit done.
The big payout is coming. When you're kicking back in your pad with your keg of Guiness while your freshman classmates stumble to their fast food jobs, you'll see. That and having USMC on your resume is a big bonus. It says you can get shit done.