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I think I have come to a very very sad realization. I'm at work right now and it has occoured to me, that doing what I love as a career, doesn't make me happy. I love baking, which is why I am doing this in the first place, but working, or actually being a baker, takes all the fun out of having a passion. I...
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beastbuster1:
Your young try something else out for a job and just bake for the fun of it or try changing shifts new people around u might help wink
suicidecitizen:
Sadly, changing shifts is not as easy as it sounds in my industry. its either nights, or days, and anyone on days, (as ive learnt from experience) would be a fool to give up days. PLus, I work in a very small scale bakery, there are a grande total of 7 bakers. Which again may seem like a lot. but obviously all on rotating schedules. 4 day people and 3 night people.

And, simply trying something else out, is more like a huge financial risk for me at this point, I just got engaged, bouight a new vechile and a house! I cant afford to not be employed, and where im from, you dont get a job unless you have post secondary education. Life is slapping me in the face with a wet towel right now lol.


I didnt mean to shoot down, all of your ideas, because I do truly appreciate them. I honestly didnt think anyone could, or would read what i wrote. So thank you for actually taking the time to do so. But im liking this brainstorming thing weve got going on! lol Thank you though, honestl.y <3 blush kiss
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Holy crap its been a while. Sorry I havent been around, i have been busy like no-bodys business! I bought a house biggrin In a small town just outside of where I grew up!!!!!!! I cant wait. move in a couple months. also work has been nuts! and the man is out of town working. so busy is an understatement! Miss talking with everyone. Msg me...
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suicidecitizen:
Havent moved in just yet. Not until the end of July. But I am getting very excited smile
bl8228:
That's cool. How big is it?
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Surgery went well. Slight complication with his heart not wanting to start back up, NBD!!! NOT So much stress and family drama going on now. I just cant wait for him to be out of the hospital and recovering.


Hope everyone is doing well <3


p.s. Kim Loves Boston
jeanbean:
I am glad everything went well. Hugs
suicidecitizen:
Thanks JeanBean.

word is that hes doing much better now that hes not intibated, The nurses were able to assist him in taking a few steps and sitting upright in a chair this morning. Im going to see him again this afternoon, Hes being moved for a recovery floor (which sounds like good news)


I dont think he anticipated or really understod how big of a deal this is, and how big of a surgery it was going to be. Oh well, Nurse Kimmy to the rescue!!!! lol

until next time xoxo

Kim Loves Boston
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Been a while since I posted.
Been VERY busy with work, working a minimun of 10hour days (thank god for overtim).

Father-in-law STILL hasn't had surgery. hes apparently been re-scheduled for this tuesday, but we'll see how that goes.

And I went to my family doctor and she told me I was obese. So....thats how ive been in the past 2 weeks frown

Hope you (who...
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richard_:
Most definitely. wink

But you are not obese. You got curves girl.. The kind that drive the boys wild.

love
suicidecitizen:
Doctor can suck it, Ive lost ten pounds just from starting my new job lol. I like to think of it as curvy istead of obese......but i guess thats why they get $$$$ out there ass after 10 or more years of med school. Because i know nothing about my body, how it works, and how i should feel in it....rioght??

Fuck you BMI!!! lol Thanks Richard, you are too sweet.
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Sorry its been a while. Holy Dina this has been an insaine week!
My father in Law had a heart attack and he will be having a triple bypass early next week. The BF is struggling with all of this (obviously) and im trying to be supportive but I dont know if im helping anymore.


Has anyone ever been in a situation like this? If...
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richard_:
Just be your regular sweet self. Let your bf know you're there for him. He's going through hell right now.. but Im sure you being there means the world to him even if he's not able to act like it does.
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richard_:
Just hang in there. Be there for him and his family. That means the most. smile
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Been super busy at work, working 10 hour days, but i liking having money again!

Head is just killing me. Bf thinks im getting my wisdom teeth, but it doesnt make sense to me since im 23....thought you only got them when you were in your teens. anyways, ill take some t3's and hopefully that will help.

First bbq of the spring tonight!!!! were making...
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badblazinbookie:
Yes, was born up north but I've lived in Victoria most of my life
suicidecitizen:
Very cool, im born and raised edmonton. But I love vitoria. The Island is my paradise though, I learnt how to surf 2 years ago in Tofino smile
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Yikes! It feels like its been forever!

So i am really hoping to have a shoot and a full set done pretty soon, I just have to iron out the details.

I started my new job and I fucking love it! Im not use to the hours yet, but Im working nights.......like 11pm until 7 am...kinda sucks, but Beggars cant be choosers!!!


Anyways, today is...
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paradigma:
Welcome!!!
richard_:
Aw Spanks doode.. smile Its kicking my butt right now, but i am looking forward to much better days. Sorry to hear about your accident. I feel your pain. Just gotta hang in there till we're better. Hopefully lots sooner than laters.
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HIIII so sorry its been so long!!! I just got back from Vacation today!!! I was in fabulous Cuba for 8 days with some friends. Came back to 2 feet of fucking snow. I had to shovel my car out just so i could start it to make sure it actually would start!! UGH


Wish I was still there, Anyways, had some fucking great times...
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Wrote my exam today and it SUCKED!! The test was not written very well. There were most questions about first year than anything else. Sooo not pleased!


But I am please that my roommate just moved out! FINALLY!! biggrin

Lonely night playing 4 pis 1 word for me.!!



till next time xoxo
chipdanger:
sorry to hear that. Hope you have a good weekend.
suicidecitizen:
Thanks! I did actually, it as great, I made cinnamon buns and banana loaf with my cousin today! How was your weekend? smile
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Woo hoo!! Got a call this morning on my way to school from an old friend I used to work with that the place she is working at is hiring!!

Literally going to drop off my resume now!! I SERIOUSLY hope this turns out well, and I hope they are okay with me starting later.

Sounds like an awesome place to work, and I love...
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suicidecitizen:
Im a baker, not an accountant...
snowmiser:
smile