guys!!!!!! I had an awesome day at work!!!!! First time since Nov 2nd that ive worked and it felt so good!!! Well physically I'm Fucking exhausted, but I'm so happy that everything went so smoothly. My manager even said she was thrilled to have me back :-)
I am seriously on a life high right now! I am so proud of myself. I managed to deal with the anxiety, stress and my own expectations which are usually astronomicaly disproportionate . But I rocked it, NBD :-)
K thanks for listening to that gag worthy speal!