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suicidecitizen

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I think I have come to a very very sad realization. I'm at work right now and it has occoured to me, that doing what I love as a career, doesn't make me happy. I love baking, which is why I am doing this in the first place, but working, or actually being a baker, takes all the fun out of having a passion. I much prefer baking and making things for friends and family than I do making a career out of it.

This seriously sucks. Not sure what to do with all these thoughts. Just needed to get them out of my head.....
beastbuster1:
Your young try something else out for a job and just bake for the fun of it or try changing shifts new people around u might help wink
Jul 6, 2013
suicidecitizen:
Sadly, changing shifts is not as easy as it sounds in my industry. its either nights, or days, and anyone on days, (as ive learnt from experience) would be a fool to give up days. PLus, I work in a very small scale bakery, there are a grande total of 7 bakers. Which again may seem like a lot. but obviously all on rotating schedules. 4 day people and 3 night people.

And, simply trying something else out, is more like a huge financial risk for me at this point, I just got engaged, bouight a new vechile and a house! I cant afford to not be employed, and where im from, you dont get a job unless you have post secondary education. Life is slapping me in the face with a wet towel right now lol.


I didnt mean to shoot down, all of your ideas, because I do truly appreciate them. I honestly didnt think anyone could, or would read what i wrote. So thank you for actually taking the time to do so. But im liking this brainstorming thing weve got going on! lol Thank you though, honestl.y <3 blush kiss
Jul 6, 2013

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