I haven't been able to sleep all night. I found myself waking up almost every hour. I have been up since around 5am. I guess I just want to remember this day. Today is my last day with him.
I have a hotel room for tonight. I just wanted to be able to lay in bed with him for the last time. Lay there with my head on his chest, curling his chest hair between my fingers. Feel his hand run up and down my back.
I hope I don't cry tonight.
I have a hotel room for tonight. I just wanted to be able to lay in bed with him for the last time. Lay there with my head on his chest, curling his chest hair between my fingers. Feel his hand run up and down my back.
I hope I don't cry tonight.
curioustomcat:
Is that the same man you mention as the friend wjo was going to take you in after leaving home?
amillahhighlife:
I couldn't sleep either. Stayed up reading Augusten Burroughs "Running with Scissors"...