As of late, I've been finding myself disappointed. I thought things were looking up because I got a new job and I was finally going back to school FINALLY able to pay my bills.
But lately people have been disappointing me. It's not that I depend on people to make me happy or anything, it's just that...they've been letting me down. All these promises and events we are supposed to go to are always broken. It always makes me sad because I look forward to hanging with my friends. I don't get to see them much, so it's always quite shitty when your hopes are let down.
I guess things will never change. It's always been that way. Today I even found myself browsing craigslist for friends. I couldn't believe it. Here I was....LOOKING for friends? Whatever happened to my own? Why am I searching for people to go out with...I just don't know anymore. I've got to keep myself busy...that's all.
Oh...and isn't he dreamy?
lol. i love nerds..
But lately people have been disappointing me. It's not that I depend on people to make me happy or anything, it's just that...they've been letting me down. All these promises and events we are supposed to go to are always broken. It always makes me sad because I look forward to hanging with my friends. I don't get to see them much, so it's always quite shitty when your hopes are let down.
I guess things will never change. It's always been that way. Today I even found myself browsing craigslist for friends. I couldn't believe it. Here I was....LOOKING for friends? Whatever happened to my own? Why am I searching for people to go out with...I just don't know anymore. I've got to keep myself busy...that's all.
Oh...and isn't he dreamy?
lol. i love nerds..