suicide_pinai

So, I no longer have a boyfriend. I told him I needed space. Geeze I'm such a cunt at times. I just couldn't do it to him anymore. It's not like we fought...which was it. It was just boring. I'm not saying that I wanted drama or arguments...goodness no. There was just nothing. Maybe there's just nothing in me.

I'm really no longer interested in dating...and I haven't been in a while. I've got too many things in my life to deal with right now. I don't even HAVE TIME for a boyfriend. My best friend is surprised that I'm even getting one day off from work this week.

I just don't want a boyfriend. I don't want men to pursue me. I need to keep my goals as my top priorities. Having a boyfriend just wastes my time. Fuck companionship. I don't need a friend. I don't want more friends. I enjoy my solitude, thank you very much.

By the way, I'm almost done paying with my credit cards. It's making me super excited

So, on the day off that I am FINALLY getting...

I will be able to bring my new dog to the vet
Do my laundry
Clean my room
eBay my stuff
Maybe get a haircut if I really feel like spoiling myself. If I keep my pink hair, I think I'm going to go for a choppy bob. Otherwise, I may just go back to dying my hair black again.