I really don't know what to think of life right now. I don't think its going very well, and I can't really see how to change it. Hmmm. Well, that can't be good. It has not escaped me the irony of aperson so beliving in love, spending so much time alone. Answer me this: Do girls really want guys who treat them BADly? Well, I don't care. I won't do that. I simply won't. I want a realationship partner, not someone to only pay attention to when I want sex, and ignore the rest of the time. Rambling again, just wondering out loud. 
freckle:
maybe you should more to seattle... 