suicidalinnc

god dammit... i justr typed a long entry but for some reason i was signed out of sg cause i was idel fro too long.
that was a waste.

it went something like
hey y'all

so i went to bright eyes and it was swell as connor put it. ive yet to see a truly amazing performance from him. i think the situation has to be just right for him to come out of his shell for real and just play all his most amazing songs. meaning hes gotta be reallllllly drunk or something. there were some really great moments. i was bummed cause it was in some nice ass performing arts center and everyone sat down all tame and shit... its still SORTA punk geez! it was like a ball and everyone was all on their best behaviour and shit. someone did yell 'FUCK YEAH' at a very quiet moment... whoever that was is awesome.

things are fallingtogether rather nicely with the new place.
my buddy will came down from ohio to look at houses and we found an awesome one. its got huge cielings and multilevel party porches that over look a nice hill/rivine thing and like an extra half acre for the dogs and other awesome accomidations. i cant effin wait to hear that we got it

in other news
christian metal sucks
"if we dont play tonight... youre gonna have an emo christian death riot on your hands! the devil's blood will be spilled"

and bisou! i'm so proud of you!!!!!!... oh i just knew girls were right for you! theyre so much prettier and nicer but cmon... why ya gotta show me up with a girl i used to totally dig!?
thats really funny

watch the daily show
bye y'all

who cares what i have to say listen to take it easy (love nothing) by bright eyes...

...first with your hands, then with your mouth.
downpours of sweat, damp cotton clouds.
i was a fool, you were my friend. we made it happen

you took off your clothes, left on the light.
you stood there so brave, you use to be shy.
each feature improved, each movement refined.
and eyes like a show room.

now they're spreding out the blankets on the beach.
that weather man's a liar, he said it'd be raining.
but it's clear and blue as far as i can see.

left by the lamp, right next to the bed.
on a cartoon cat pad, she scrached with a pen.
"everything as its always been, this never happened,
don't take it too bad, it's nothing you did.
just once something dies, you can't make it live.
you're a beautiful boy, you're a sweet little kid.
but i am a women".
so i layed back down, wrapped my self up in the sheet.
and i must have looked like a ghost, because something fightened me.
and since then i've been so good at vanishing.

now i do as i please, and i lie through my teeth.
someone might get hurt, but it wont be me.
she'll probably feel cheap, but i'll just feel free,
and a little bit empty.
no, it isn't so hard, to get close to me.
there will be no arguements, we'll always agree.
and i'll try and be kind, when i ask you to leave.
we'll both take it easy.

if you stay to long, inside my memory.
i will trap you in a song tied to a melody.
and i'll keep you there so you can't bother me.