suicidalinnc

wooooooah.
this may have been the longest ive been without updating.
there hasnt seemed to be much of a reason to.
i havent even had much of a reason to touch a computer.
i have been home... but totally on vacation.
no responsibilities at all. aside from keep my dads crib all good till he gets back from south america.
i had a motherfucking kickass new years party.
there were so many different people there.
and so many BB gun shots... one too many pointed at my neighbor's window... i felt like dennis the menace
straight edge kids were the most mischevious there.
no new years kiss for me. but that aint new news.

i wish i had pictures... better yet video... of all the people on my roof.

i have gotten so high lately its ridiculous... making up for all the lost oppertunites in asheville. damn right.

i cant wait to go to school... i hope i meet neat new people

oh yeah... i need medical attention... my right hand and arm have been killing me lately... like KILLING. like i broke it and have been sleeping on it for weeks or something...

ok well i have no sweet pictures... BUT my sisters camera is next to me right now... and i will use it to create a sweet picture of myself for my own (dis)pleasure. here goes

lots of fucking love going out to no one,
chris

oh ya... head automatica knows whats up...
beating hearts baby
you, you want nothing to do with me
i, i don't know what to do with you
cause you don't know what you do to me
in spite of you
even out of view
still I love all of you