suggs

hey there gorgeous, yes you.

hehe, okay...

well i was reading sirens journal, k, and she said something that really stood out, that she seemed as though she was devoid of knowing when to stand up, when to say no etc. anyways i was then thinking about how its because emotional boundaries are set differently.

you know how people stand there ground, but its over something really trivial. something you yourself dont see the point in acting that way over, so when the situation arrises you seem to take the abuse, or thats the way people see it, anyways it ends in people thinking they can walk all over you...

..but those who really know me know they cant, apparently when i stand my ground i'm scary, but anyways its a case of people thinking my boundaries are different, but that menas acting like something your not, and doing that goes against my basic principles of hipocracy. so there in lyes the problem....

... actually bugger it, its not my problem, its the rest of the world thats fucked up.

so anyways, i have had problems with the internet these past few weeks so thats why i havn't been around, finally got it working the other night. then it buggered up again, for two days, until i realized its because the interent cable wasnt plugged in, d'oh!

the night out sucked the other day, well for me anyways, i was way too tired to have made plans, the grand total of my sleep days previous was a third of usual, and i had work that day, and being understaffed, i had a double work load.

...and i kinda feel for Mylf right now, i think its an island she's stuck on, and can't tell the differnce between tourists and locals, maybe we should hand out name tags t ohelp her out...