Ok, all apologies for last night's post. The evil emotional demons attacked me. It was a battle of the sanity angels and emotional demons. The angels always die....
For the longest time, I have feared becoming my mother. I avoided anything that would cause me to end up with the BS she has had to deal with. So much so, that I noticed an odd thing last night. I'm turning into my father's girlfriend instead.
The two extremes in the relationship world that will get you nowhere, and get you nothing but heartache. Is this what I have to choose from? I wanted the 'Happily Ever After' road, thank you.
So now, I am backtracking my steps, to try and find the twist or turn where I got lost. Which sadly means alot of memories have been brought up in my head.
So here is my only apology for the emotional roller coaster I may crash into here. If you don't want to deal with it, then don't.
It's my journal, not yours. I've never forced anyone to read it, except perhaps Fr3ak when requesting an opinion on writing style.
Back to work. Buh bye.
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Update: Why is it that sitting at home alone makes me paranoid?
For the longest time, I have feared becoming my mother. I avoided anything that would cause me to end up with the BS she has had to deal with. So much so, that I noticed an odd thing last night. I'm turning into my father's girlfriend instead.
The two extremes in the relationship world that will get you nowhere, and get you nothing but heartache. Is this what I have to choose from? I wanted the 'Happily Ever After' road, thank you.
So now, I am backtracking my steps, to try and find the twist or turn where I got lost. Which sadly means alot of memories have been brought up in my head.
So here is my only apology for the emotional roller coaster I may crash into here. If you don't want to deal with it, then don't.
It's my journal, not yours. I've never forced anyone to read it, except perhaps Fr3ak when requesting an opinion on writing style.
Back to work. Buh bye.
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Update: Why is it that sitting at home alone makes me paranoid?
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hemightbegiant:
Emotional demons are always the toughest to fight.
nikalovick:
