I just got off the phone with the love of my life. Heavens how I've missed him so. We went to college together, for the short time we were there.
He helped me through alot of nonsense and stupid decisions. He helped me scope out the guys and figure out by how they talked to people showed who they were inside. He taught me to be the observant pain in the ass I am.
Funny how I come across his online journal at the best time, the time where he wants to and can move out to Cali. He's been my best friend, as invisible as we were to eachother after we sobered up.
Funny how I call a gay guy the love of my life. Oh well, I love him all the same.
The dentist pulled my broken tooth and gave me a temporary bridge. I go back in 6 weeks to get the permanent bridge put in. They made me take my tongue rings out, and they closed up, but it was worth it to get that tooth fixed. Maybe one day, when all of my teeth are fixed I can get them re-done.
For now, the feeling is coming back in my cheek, and I'm all hopped up on pain meds. Yay for pain meds! I'm gonna go read up on everyone and the groups and then lay back and relax, while listening to Liesel Kelly.
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Edited to add: I really don't want to be alone tonight. I want to cuddle, I want to give scritches and I want to caress adoringly. Tonight, however, I will not allow my wants to come before someone else's needs.
He helped me through alot of nonsense and stupid decisions. He helped me scope out the guys and figure out by how they talked to people showed who they were inside. He taught me to be the observant pain in the ass I am.
Funny how I come across his online journal at the best time, the time where he wants to and can move out to Cali. He's been my best friend, as invisible as we were to eachother after we sobered up.
Funny how I call a gay guy the love of my life. Oh well, I love him all the same.
The dentist pulled my broken tooth and gave me a temporary bridge. I go back in 6 weeks to get the permanent bridge put in. They made me take my tongue rings out, and they closed up, but it was worth it to get that tooth fixed. Maybe one day, when all of my teeth are fixed I can get them re-done.
For now, the feeling is coming back in my cheek, and I'm all hopped up on pain meds. Yay for pain meds! I'm gonna go read up on everyone and the groups and then lay back and relax, while listening to Liesel Kelly.
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Edited to add: I really don't want to be alone tonight. I want to cuddle, I want to give scritches and I want to caress adoringly. Tonight, however, I will not allow my wants to come before someone else's needs.
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Just kidding, have fun doing whatever it is you do.