sugary_dynamite

I think I did a bad job of explaining myself. Although when you're completely confused with everything, I guess it is bound to happen.

I'm very thankful for fr3ak and his father. If it weren't for them I wouldn't be out here afterall. They've been very wonderful to me, and his father has treated me like his own daughter since the first day I met him.

I think its more to do with the fact that normally I get to see lots of people this time of year, and have fun with lots of people. Not to mention I get to drive around alot when hardly anyone is out on the roads, it was always my favorite time to drive.

I'm finding it hard being out here right now. I just got my first place alone, and even though I've lived in CA for almost 2 years now, I'm just now meeting people and making friends. I had a lot of fun just hanging out with fr3ak all the time, but he's down in OC now building his own life.

Maybe I should just put up a big ol sign infront of my door saying "I'm alone and its Christmas" and leave the door open to see who comes by. Maybe not, I have some very weird neighbors, and those kids who live upstairs who like to play ding dong ditch at 3am might get me to break out the daggers.

Thank you all for getting to know me, and being supportive. (And contributing to my obsessive behavior in a sock store.) I feel very priviledged to have you all cross my path.



'Tis the season to feel lonely
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