sugary

Hey SGland,

it's been a while, huh?

I always came here, to see how my favorite hopefuls are, if they already became pink, and come here to be happy with them.

I come back here to see profile of beloved ones, a lot of people who even remember me.

Life's goes around, i'm not here.

I'm not sure what i've come back to say...

maybe i dont have anything special to say, maybe i just miss this place, and maybe i dont want this to let go.

to see my set with over 1000 likes, a lot of comments and even i dont comming here, people like, people post on my page and you know what? i'm fucking flattered!

everytime i see a beautiful underwear i think "WOW, this will be awesome in a new set", and next i think "there's no more sets"

Suicide is part of me, even i'm not part of Suicide. Being a pink was my wildest dream, and i have to let this go.

I'll be ok about that. i'm a growing up.

About my life... i have internship now hahaha i'm focus on my personal name and popularity, on my blog, my youtube channel, but i'm so.. i dont know, without dreams, i guess. Without point.

This is so fucking depressing, comes here to complain about my life, what's wrong with me? Maybe here is the only place that i feel that if saying that, i'll not be judge.

Here, i feel home.

I'm a little disappointed to see that Moz is not pink, Djessy is not pink, please, Sean, look at those stunning girls, may be something wrong with you u_u