Sometimes you just need the right phrase to understand something. For example: control freak.
I'm probably going to kill the tequila this weekend. Friends of our's got us some Strawberry Pomegrante Margarita mix, and I've been drinking it like it's going out of style.
Like I'm going out of style.
It's my birthday this weekend and I'm not having a party. My girlfriend has everything...
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I'm probably going to kill the tequila this weekend. Friends of our's got us some Strawberry Pomegrante Margarita mix, and I've been drinking it like it's going out of style.
Like I'm going out of style.
It's my birthday this weekend and I'm not having a party. My girlfriend has everything...
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Friday. Time to crash. And hard.
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madison:
is it friday yet?
thanks for the comment on my set a while ago!
thanks for the comment on my set a while ago!
ash:
what! U crash on sundays, my friend!
Sometimes I think having a car is more expensive than it's worth.
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ash:
well you think that NOW, but imagine not having a car. Just ... trust me on this, take a minute or two ... and REALLY THINK abt what u would do without your car. How would u get to work? What would u do abt visiting friends/gf? Going out?
yeah ... thought so. Its totally worth it ...
yeah ... thought so. Its totally worth it ...
sugarpill:
I would have to live closer to work, and I would have to take public transportation or walk- which would be GOOD for me. All these people locked up in their own private isolated metal cages on wheels, it's no wonder everyone feels lonely. I don't have to visit my friends because I don't have any. And my gf lives with me. I don't go out anymore because I'm a fucking old man.
I'm thinking about when I was in high school. Everyone wanted their driver's licenses so bad they just couldn't wait. I was like, nah, I don't want the complication. I liked driving around in my friend's car (it's name was Turtle, may it rust in peace), back when I had friends. In some ways, I think having to walk with people, having to take the bus, having to stay after school, made me more friends than having a fucking car. I met more people, and most of my best friends, because I stayed after school to wait for my mom to pick me up on her way home from work. I got into theater that way. If I'd had a car, I would've been one of those assholes who drives from one end of the parking lot to the other.
If I ever have another nervous breakdown, my tv is first to go and my car is second.
I'm thinking about when I was in high school. Everyone wanted their driver's licenses so bad they just couldn't wait. I was like, nah, I don't want the complication. I liked driving around in my friend's car (it's name was Turtle, may it rust in peace), back when I had friends. In some ways, I think having to walk with people, having to take the bus, having to stay after school, made me more friends than having a fucking car. I met more people, and most of my best friends, because I stayed after school to wait for my mom to pick me up on her way home from work. I got into theater that way. If I'd had a car, I would've been one of those assholes who drives from one end of the parking lot to the other.
If I ever have another nervous breakdown, my tv is first to go and my car is second.
It's been more than a week since my last update. So what have I been doing? Drawing (fat white worms), painting (apples), hanging pictures on the walls. Hunting down Halo Eight DE (and finally finding it, and feeling like a sucker), and finishing reading the 50th issue of Cemetery Dance. Usual stuff, you know. No sex, which is pretty normal too, unfortunately.
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kasara:
haha... that's what wishlists are for! 
kiddin...
kiddin...
kasara:
I liked your fat, white worm btw.
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kasara:
AHH!! Placebo has a new disc out?? Jebus... I haven't even bought Sleeping with Ghosts yet!! 
I will have to go look for that. Thanks!!
I will have to go look for that. Thanks!!
kasara:
P.S. *drools all over keyboard*
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful.
We are moved. We have too much stuff. I mean, I used to say that a lot but I had no idea. We filled a 24 foot truck. We have too much stuff. We also have some cool friends (Mike & Tanith) who came up to help us unload.
Something is wrong with my wireless crap. I have zero patience for it, but it means...
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Something is wrong with my wireless crap. I have zero patience for it, but it means...
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b57913:
nope never wanted to be that particular leather couch before now.
We are packing. I am throwing things out. It is liberating. All of this stuff, this clutter, is complication. Responsibility. Weighing me down. I will have less of it.
Today was my third watercolor class. I am getting the hang of it. Sometimes I do things well. Sometimes I get carried away and my brown goes way out of the lines into the...
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Today was my third watercolor class. I am getting the hang of it. Sometimes I do things well. Sometimes I get carried away and my brown goes way out of the lines into the...
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kasara:
Miss you, cutie.
Illuminati secret societies, The Knights Templar, and Gay erotica. Yes, I'm a pervert.
Miss you, cutie.
Illuminati secret societies, The Knights Templar, and Gay erotica. Yes, I'm a pervert.
molly:
Watercolour's a bitch, but so pretty when you get it right
Helmut Newton, the porn industry, and the life of Toulouse Lautrec
Helmut Newton, the porn industry, and the life of Toulouse Lautrec
Today was my second watercolor class. I am SO bad at watercolors. But you can't expect to pick something up and be a master at it. You have to be willing to do some awful work before you get good at it. You have to be willing to fail, and to learn from that. It's humbling, I think.
Something I'm good at, though... I'm working...
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Something I'm good at, though... I'm working...
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molly:
Watercolours are wicked. I've never mastered them, even though I yearn to be a watercolur hotshot like Edmond Dulac. Someday...
fanny:
hey thanxx for your comment on my photoset. your drawings are fantastic xxx
This morning there was frost. First of the season. I wanted to tell someone, anyone, but I don't know anyone anymore who would care about the quiet beauty of dawn. Yeah, I'm leaving the apartment as the sun comes up.
I am not a photographer, so I'm going to stop pretending to be one and stick to what I can do. Shameless self-promotion: Sketchblog New...
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I am not a photographer, so I'm going to stop pretending to be one and stick to what I can do. Shameless self-promotion: Sketchblog New...
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fishnetflyboy:
It is cute, what you did to rollerghoul.nerv-un.net.
Frost sucks when its on your face shield, and even more when you took your face shield off and now its on your goggles. But shoot, yesterday it got up to almost 60.
Frost sucks when its on your face shield, and even more when you took your face shield off and now its on your goggles. But shoot, yesterday it got up to almost 60.
Best Halloween I've had in YEARS.
Saturday we drove down. I still think driving in nyc sucks. Then we checked into the St. Marks Hotel, which would be the smallest room I've ever occupied. My half of my colllege dorm rooms was bigger. There was a giant mirror right next to the bed- which proved to be an omen. We met up with Mike &...
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Saturday we drove down. I still think driving in nyc sucks. Then we checked into the St. Marks Hotel, which would be the smallest room I've ever occupied. My half of my colllege dorm rooms was bigger. There was a giant mirror right next to the bed- which proved to be an omen. We met up with Mike &...
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fishnetflyboy:
Awesome.Nice to hear you got out of your anti-halloween apartment and had yourself a freakin good time. The club I went to -NocNoc's - surprisingly had a lot of dancefloor room.
I only got three picture of me in my costume and they all suck, but but this one is the better of them.
I'm surprised that I liked the trapeze burlesque show.
I only got three picture of me in my costume and they all suck, but but this one is the better of them.
I'm surprised that I liked the trapeze burlesque show.
xo.