last night i was sitting at a corner booth with the three best looking women in the whole place. there's nothing like sitting there and revelling in it. ... i need to get a new profile pic together.
went out (alone again) last night. slow night, imo. but it was pretty good. i mean, i had fun. lee wasn't there to dj, and i met Matt (?) and hung out with Nathan. i gave Nathan a copy of the mixer cd, and he played two songs from it. which is hella cool. at the bar, i talked with Micah for a good long...
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shera:
thanks I had so much fun with that costume!
i'm glad Halloween is over. i pretend to like Halloween, and every year i tell myself to get excited about it, but the fact is i hate holidays. they're always disappointing, disgusting, and often require me to drive through the worst weather of the year- alone.
i've been playing way too much Final Fantasy Tactics Advance. i'm ignoring bodily necessities like sleeping, eating, and so...
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i've been playing way too much Final Fantasy Tactics Advance. i'm ignoring bodily necessities like sleeping, eating, and so...
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i just found out that Ruby's leaving. i'm hella bummed about this. a lot of great ladies have left and now i have one less reason to give a shit about this site.
but this is just The Way Things Are. everything outside of me is just profoundly disappointing. i start realizing it, start accepting it, and as if the universe is reassuring me that...
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but this is just The Way Things Are. everything outside of me is just profoundly disappointing. i start realizing it, start accepting it, and as if the universe is reassuring me that...
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put a new "drawing" up in my pics. my creative juices have been pretty dry lately.
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sugarpill:
i just found out that Ruby's leaving. i'm hella bummed about this. a lot of great ladies have left and now i have one less reason to give a shit about this site.
but this is just The Way Things Are. everything outside of me is just profoundly disappointing. i start realizing it, start accepting it, and as if the universe is reassuring me that i've made the right decision, it's giving me one more sign.
oh. and i've been sick for the past few days. woe is me.
but this is just The Way Things Are. everything outside of me is just profoundly disappointing. i start realizing it, start accepting it, and as if the universe is reassuring me that i've made the right decision, it's giving me one more sign.
oh. and i've been sick for the past few days. woe is me.
sugarpill:
oops.
after spending some time curled up in bed, she suggests we walk to Dunkin Donuts for coffee and stuff. makes me happy when she wants to get exercise. so when we get back we're hot and sweaty, because it's 70 something outside and it's a mile walk each way. we strip. she says something about packing, because she's going away this weekend, and i put...
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lilith:
From Ruby's journal:
So I had to take out a venom piercing to get a job that pays well and allows me to do all the things I love to do, like travel and go out to eat and have drinks with my friends often. If that's not compromising, I don't know what is.
[Edited on Oct 17, 2003 10:13AM]
So I had to take out a venom piercing to get a job that pays well and allows me to do all the things I love to do, like travel and go out to eat and have drinks with my friends often. If that's not compromising, I don't know what is.
[Edited on Oct 17, 2003 10:13AM]
am very exciting about the Live Burlesque Tour. woot, woot.
if i see a problem, no one else sees it as a problem. if i see something wrong, no one else sees is that way. if i'm unhappy, it's not because of anything anyone else has done because it's all in my head. it's all in my head. it's all in my head.
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fjola:
.....breathe....
fjola:
don't think....
just watch.........watch
silence
just watch.........watch
silence
everything that's bad in my life is my own fault. my job sucked, but that was my fault, and they were going to fire me so i quit. any faults that i find in my relationships are my fault, they're indicative of my unhappiness with the rest of my life. so basically, it's all my fault, i'm the only one with the problem, it's all...
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monday. fucking dull weekend. libido has gone into hiding again. which is good, i guess, because it's not like anybody needs it.
lucky105:
Just when you think you don't need your libido, you find out that someone desperately wants you to ball her...