I wish I wasn't such a coward. I wish I wasn't so passive. I can sit here forever and be too scared to say or do anything. I'd like to say that I am somehow emotionally, psychologically damaged. That I have been trained to be timid and weak. But maybe I'm just trying to offload the blame. At the same time, I am not doing anything to change it. I can't, of course.
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i didnt raise a quitter.
I was talking about all those other lazy fuckers!