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removed some old pics, added a new one. drawing i did. it was originally a sketch, which i did with a 2B pencil, and i went over the features on her face with a 6B to make them darker, stand out more. it looked cool. so for a few days i've been redrawing it, inking it, adding chains to the back, shading it with a...
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kasara:
God, I would LOVE to be a criminal psychologist. Unfortunately... there is no such course here. But I could just take regular Psych. courses and then specialize in that. Hmmm... I wonder where they teach that.

P.S. Lovely desktop, just found it yesterday! kiss
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all of my christmas shopping is done. it was easier than i thought it would be. the hardest part was not finding the obscure items, but resisting the urge to buy things for myself. and, well, i didn't buy /everything/ that i wanted.

ghosts from my past keep popping up. for three minutes at a time. and then vanishing again. it makes me angry. it's...
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the only people who talk to me anymore are trying to sell me something. it's fucking depressing.

i want a new profile pic. probably do that over the weekend.

hellwhacked my webpage. as the kids say: czech it, y0.
fjola:
i'm not sellin' ANYTHING muthafaco...
ha ha i'm a dork!
web page?
mwa ooo aaa
sugarpill:
webpage. it USED to display on my profile page. now you have to click "contact" and follow the link there.
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i am so depressed.
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evil:
frown
phedre:
frown I'm sorry you're depressed.

And yeah, that's usually what happens to me too on the rare occassion that I stand up for myself. Anyways, get a job and buy some prints, so that I can get money from that and not have to get a job myself, lol. j/k I'm so fucking lazy though...
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last night i was sitting at a corner booth with the three best looking women in the whole place. there's nothing like sitting there and revelling in it. ... i need to get a new profile pic together.
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went out (alone again) last night. slow night, imo. but it was pretty good. i mean, i had fun. lee wasn't there to dj, and i met Matt (?) and hung out with Nathan. i gave Nathan a copy of the mixer cd, and he played two songs from it. which is hella cool. at the bar, i talked with Micah for a good long...
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shera:
thanks I had so much fun with that costume!
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i'm glad Halloween is over. i pretend to like Halloween, and every year i tell myself to get excited about it, but the fact is i hate holidays. they're always disappointing, disgusting, and often require me to drive through the worst weather of the year- alone.

i've been playing way too much Final Fantasy Tactics Advance. i'm ignoring bodily necessities like sleeping, eating, and so...
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i just found out that Ruby's leaving. i'm hella bummed about this. a lot of great ladies have left and now i have one less reason to give a shit about this site.

but this is just The Way Things Are. everything outside of me is just profoundly disappointing. i start realizing it, start accepting it, and as if the universe is reassuring me that...
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put a new "drawing" up in my pics. my creative juices have been pretty dry lately.
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sugarpill:
i just found out that Ruby's leaving. i'm hella bummed about this. a lot of great ladies have left and now i have one less reason to give a shit about this site.

but this is just The Way Things Are. everything outside of me is just profoundly disappointing. i start realizing it, start accepting it, and as if the universe is reassuring me that i've made the right decision, it's giving me one more sign.

oh. and i've been sick for the past few days. woe is me.
sugarpill:
oops.
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after spending some time curled up in bed, she suggests we walk to Dunkin Donuts for coffee and stuff. makes me happy when she wants to get exercise. so when we get back we're hot and sweaty, because it's 70 something outside and it's a mile walk each way. we strip. she says something about packing, because she's going away this weekend, and i put...
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lilith:
From Ruby's journal:
So I had to take out a venom piercing to get a job that pays well and allows me to do all the things I love to do, like travel and go out to eat and have drinks with my friends often. If that's not compromising, I don't know what is. confused

[Edited on Oct 17, 2003 10:13AM]