Yeah, so like I said. Sometimes you just have to force it. I went out by myself today. Fuck it, you know? I'm sick of sitting around waiting for other people to get their act together. Most of the time they just bail on me anyway, and then I've wasted all my time. And today happened just like I knew it would. I always end...
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daisie:
I knwo what you mean baout waiting for people...seem to spend the majority of my time waiting for something to happen that isn't gonna get canclled..mehhh good for you for going out on your own though 
Sometimes, you have to force it. I mean, sometimes you can get by with a little sneaking around, or ignoring it altogether. But sometimes, you really HAVE to force it. Sometimes there's just too much potential energy stored up under my skin and I can't hold it anymore. And fuck you if you get in my way.
voltaire:
Oh my god! it was sooooooo fun! I had a blast.... I just barely got my hair done in time... I ended up putting on my makeup in the car, but everything turned out superb, and I have hair that's bright bright bright! It's somewhere between orange pink and red, and It looks like it might glow in the dark... I had to mix for different colors to get this one.... It was fun, but my hands are stained... oh well......
I am standing still. I am stopped. Motionless.
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kasara:
[bite]
voltaire:
I am going crazy..there's bleach on my head , and so I decided to type in other peoples journls to take my mind off the sting of the bleach..... so how are ya?
[Edited on Jan 30, 2004 5:30PM]
[Edited on Jan 30, 2004 5:30PM]
I just got back from the local Job Fair. What crap. I was laughing before I was even in the building- it's just so ridiculous. I talked to 6 people, and gave out 4 resumes, which was about 3 more than I had expected.
Things are working out okay. I mean, I still don't have a job but I'm getting unemployment and all my loans...
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Things are working out okay. I mean, I still don't have a job but I'm getting unemployment and all my loans...
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fjola:
awww...damn tha jobfairs..
no good fur nuttin!
no good fur nuttin!
daisie:
aww am sure you'll have a spanky new job real soon 
*hug*
*hug*New pants.
New motivation.
New stuff in PICS.
Now where the fuck are my new boots?
New motivation.
New stuff in PICS.
Now where the fuck are my new boots?
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stavrogin:
I don't think I have any proof to sue them with. Too much time and effort, as well.
apnea:
i love new pants!
This weekend sucked.
Less than five hours of sleep and I'm out there brushing the snow off her car.
At least it's not below zero today.
Less than five hours of sleep and I'm out there brushing the snow off her car.
At least it's not below zero today.
I was told that nature abhors a vacuum, that it will fill it immediately. Either I was lied to, or nature is dead. What am I filling up with? Self-doubt. Commercials. Anxiety. Denial.
I cut my nails. I spent $10 on comics. I cancelled my phone.
I cut my nails. I spent $10 on comics. I cancelled my phone.
we just took down the xmas decorations. there are green and brown needles all over the carpet, in the corner. that corner looks empty now. i said "we should put a giant bonsai tree there." but it wouldn't get any sunlight. it would have to be fake, and plastic, like everything else here.
do you want to know what great personal revelation i came away...
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phedre:
Nothing wrong with a bit of a ramble. I mean, that's what journals are for, right?
i can't wait until all of this holiday bullshit is over with.
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stavrogin:
The Strawberry Shortcake thing is freaky.
It's like the Honeymooners becoming popular again with all the merchandising along with it. Like Honeymooners lunchboxes, jewelry, underoos, spousal abuse kits(Bang! Zoom! Find out how to send *your* girl to the moon!)
Those marketeers... one of these days, man... one of these days....
oh, and the fucking Care Bears are coming back. I was enough of a pussy of a child to have had one of those. And a cabbage patch kid. man, am I gay or what.
I don't know if I want all of this shit coming back. It's not like it's validating, as it was for the fuckheads who wore bellbottoms in the 70s. It just reminds me of how stupid I was as a child. "He-Man isn't gay! Take that back!"
It's like the Honeymooners becoming popular again with all the merchandising along with it. Like Honeymooners lunchboxes, jewelry, underoos, spousal abuse kits(Bang! Zoom! Find out how to send *your* girl to the moon!)
Those marketeers... one of these days, man... one of these days....
oh, and the fucking Care Bears are coming back. I was enough of a pussy of a child to have had one of those. And a cabbage patch kid. man, am I gay or what.
I don't know if I want all of this shit coming back. It's not like it's validating, as it was for the fuckheads who wore bellbottoms in the 70s. It just reminds me of how stupid I was as a child. "He-Man isn't gay! Take that back!"
stavrogin:
Oh, and think about My Little Pony. Back then, little dolls with decals. Now, punk rock girls with dyed hair and tattoos on their asses.
Have you seen the new commercials for shrinky-dinks (that's what they're called, right?)?
Have you seen the new commercials for shrinky-dinks (that's what they're called, right?)?
today is going so well. i can't believe it's a monday.
i got up a little after 8am this morning, got armored against the cold, went out and shovelled out my lover's car. it took me half an hour. when she came out to leave for work she was so happy she promised me a blowjob when she gets home. then i shovelled out my...
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i got up a little after 8am this morning, got armored against the cold, went out and shovelled out my lover's car. it took me half an hour. when she came out to leave for work she was so happy she promised me a blowjob when she gets home. then i shovelled out my...
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sugarpill:
there's a movie i made of our "pre-party" party up on my stupid webpage
phedre:
Amen to that...
this christmas shopping stuff is rubbish. what a waste of time. i will not sit in my car, waiting as a light goes from green to red and back again a half dozen times, just so that i can get through the intersection and wait in more traffic. not even with good music on the stereo. all of this, just to spend five minutes in...
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i am very disappointed with myself. nothing new there.
i feel wretched and i hate feeling wretched. i hate sitting here all day waiting for something that isn't going to come. i feel pathetic. i should fucking know better.
i feel wretched and i hate feeling wretched. i hate sitting here all day waiting for something that isn't going to come. i feel pathetic. i should fucking know better.
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reagan:
masterbation is a pretty productive pass time...
sugarpill:
then i must be doing it wrong.