So it has been a rough couple of weeks for me physically. My body has not been happy. I have been in such mussel pain that even certain cloths hurt to wear. My medications are not working. But then again none are meant to help that kind of pain. I went and had a massage. Which to most people sounds like a luxurious experience but trust me it is not. It is extremely painful and i end up sweating through the pain. The knots in my body are so bad its this sharp heat of stinging pain when they are touched. I should be getting a massage once a week but I can’t take the pain that offten. I feel a tad better but it still hurts to wear things. In the winter its not so bad as baggy sweats are nice and comfy and I don’t look like a total bum or like I’ve given up lol. But i just can’t anymore. I’m super tired all the time again and it makes me not want to do a whole lot or move around a whole lot but that makes every thing much worse. Moving hurts but moving helps. I hate it. Ive been trying other things to help but all i want is sleep. I sleep for maybe 4 to 5 hours a night and i know that is not good but I can’t do much more to try and sleep. I just need some help and sleep and I can’t seem to get either. Wish i could just numb the mussels and function normally for once.
