sugarcunt

reality is slowly sinking in. im not cut out for this. any of it.

my awesome weekend started out with the best news i had heard in weeks. a trip that was in the works to bring him here was moved to being early! a month early and it was all thanks to an amazing friend.

then as of yesterday morning i was destroyed by news that the trip that would be early was pushed back to being over a month away. that the wait for it all to be permanent would be even longer then originally anticipated.

nothing is going good in any way. job searching. car shopping. love life. i really cant catch a break....... i wish i could get a damn hint on what to do. ..................

this movie trailer is like mirror image to what my relationship is/will be..........

http://www.likecrazy.com/