sugarcunt

So far no dice on a new job or a car or a living situation. ugh the LA area is crap for jobs.

my mom is currently here for my uncles wedding on sat. i love having my mom here. its less lonely in my house. my roommate and i get alone but idk. she had a random over again last night. i got home after the rehearsal dinner and noticed hickies on her neck. she thinks if they are small or not too bad i no one will notice. i always notice.

i miss him every day. i wish that he could just be here. that we dint have to wait. options are slim for him to move here. very slim. and none are very quick. well no logical one is quick any way. the longer this goes on the more irritating it gets.

i just wish some thing would give........