sugarcoma

I am moving back to my home town in a few weeks...
I got a cool job (2 actually) and I am excited about starting my new life...I will be working at a local funeral home and the crematory...I will be moving into an apartment for a month or so while I get my house in order (it's a fixer upper)...
While I'm so excited I just read Zahara's journal and found out that she might be leaving... ...I am VERY happy for her that she got this job offer... it seems like a very good one and I think she should take it but a big part of why I looked for a job in jonesboro is to be closer to my friends...mainly her!!! I have not had a good girl friend in a long time...I normally just hang out with guys because I just get along with them better...I have had a lot of girl friends stab me in the back and judge me and feel like they constantly have to be in competition with me...When I'm with her we alwasy have so much fun and I can just be myself because she accepts me for who I am no matter how geeky or stupid I act...I loove her and will be very sad to see her go!!!
Okay maybe I sound pathetic and like a lost puppy but I just....nevermind...
I don't know what else to say...I just feel sad... ...Oh well at least we will have another semester if she chooses to go...*Que the violin music*