Just another weekend. It was a nice one though. Had my job dinner party thing, it was nice. Couldn't sleep well last night. Got up at 4:30 in the morning, on the dot. Ugh! There's something bothering me. I don't know what it is, but it is. Maybe I need to get out more. Vacation would sound nice, but I just had one. Oh fuck. This sucks. I feel odd. I need a drink. Ugh! Oh well. Maybe I'll feel better tomorrow, besides it's a new day right? Maybe I should get a second job. Maybe i should go meditate. Yea, that sounds nice, but I'll end up eating shit or thinking about other crap. Things seem to be going well with my girl, but right now I really feel bothered. Nothing seems right with anything. I don't feel connected, not to my girl I mean, but in general. Make sense? I hope so. I need to sell this bass I have. No such luck unfortunately. I think I just need a jump-start. Get my shit going and get out of this dead-end job. The people rock and all, but I need out. Maybe a change of surroundings. A drive in The Olds? I haven't done that in a few months. I've been stripping her, but because of the bad transmission, I haven't driven her. I need that. She always calms me, lets me think. This fucking Plymouth Neon is eating my money and really tireing me. It gets me around though. I guess. Oh hell, I gotta stop wining. Sorry guys, just venting. Anywho... hope you're all well out there.
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(Sorry, you know me and Chrysler, I can't help it)
The optimism feels good! I had forgotten what it felt like to honestly have a good feeling about myself and my future. I mean, I don't hate myself and shit, but I always wonder why I have to be a nice guy, and get shit on.
Funny about the sleep. Last night I didn't wake up around 3:00 for once! But a bad thunderstorm rolled in at about 4:30 and woke me. I lay there for a second, and then I looked at my clock and saw what time it was and I just cracked up laughing! I laughed so hard I woke myself all the way up, so I've now been up 18 hours and I'm not sleepy. I'm still chuckling about the 4:30 wake up call though...
I'm going to have to put a new carb on the Falcon before I do anything with her. I was thinking if I get her running good, I may keep her and take her to San Diego with me.
How are you doing??