sugarc0ma5

Just another weekend. It was a nice one though. Had my job dinner party thing, it was nice. Couldn't sleep well last night. Got up at 4:30 in the morning, on the dot. Ugh! There's something bothering me. I don't know what it is, but it is. Maybe I need to get out more. Vacation would sound nice, but I just had one. Oh fuck. This sucks. I feel odd. I need a drink. Ugh! Oh well. Maybe I'll feel better tomorrow, besides it's a new day right? Maybe I should get a second job. Maybe i should go meditate. Yea, that sounds nice, but I'll end up eating shit or thinking about other crap. Things seem to be going well with my girl, but right now I really feel bothered. Nothing seems right with anything. I don't feel connected, not to my girl I mean, but in general. Make sense? I hope so. I need to sell this bass I have. No such luck unfortunately. I think I just need a jump-start. Get my shit going and get out of this dead-end job. The people rock and all, but I need out. Maybe a change of surroundings. A drive in The Olds? I haven't done that in a few months. I've been stripping her, but because of the bad transmission, I haven't driven her. I need that. She always calms me, lets me think. This fucking Plymouth Neon is eating my money and really tireing me. It gets me around though. I guess. Oh hell, I gotta stop wining. Sorry guys, just venting. Anywho... hope you're all well out there.