I need to start playing music again... I feel it rushing through my blood stream... Maybe its just a bug up my ass... No, I need to play. 
It's 1:13 AM now, my girlfriend just let me go. She says she cares but she needs her time to herself. I cried like a baby. I still am, for all I have in my surroundings is her. She says she is still going to be my companion, but as a friend. Everything sucks. Something inside of me died today. Big change coming to my lifestyle, I hate change.
It is 11:28 sunday. I keep updating this one because it all feels like one long day. I just got together with some guys and we're going to start a grindcore band. Fun! I get to play again. Can't wait. I hope all goes well. Keep my mind off of shit. How has this weekend been for all of you fine folk?
Its Monday, the long day continues. A guy just chased me down about 6 miles on the turnpike and pointed a gun at me while driving just because I slowed down at a toll booth and slowed down more while he was on my ass.
It's 1:13 AM now, my girlfriend just let me go. She says she cares but she needs her time to herself. I cried like a baby. I still am, for all I have in my surroundings is her. She says she is still going to be my companion, but as a friend. Everything sucks. Something inside of me died today. Big change coming to my lifestyle, I hate change.
It is 11:28 sunday. I keep updating this one because it all feels like one long day. I just got together with some guys and we're going to start a grindcore band. Fun! I get to play again. Can't wait. I hope all goes well. Keep my mind off of shit. How has this weekend been for all of you fine folk?
Its Monday, the long day continues. A guy just chased me down about 6 miles on the turnpike and pointed a gun at me while driving just because I slowed down at a toll booth and slowed down more while he was on my ass.
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luxe:
i would be happy to share break up thoughts with you. i think it would be good for you to talk to me, because my breakup is about amonth old, we were together for 6 years on and off, and i am starting to be over that intial intense greif. i might have some insight for you. but what the hell is your email?
fractal:
what a fucker!