The best thing (actually, the only good thing) about being a cute girl at a bar by herself on a Monday night is that your bartenders pour your Midori sours really fucking strong. Whooooo!
Edited to add: I suppose I should clarify. I wasn't really at the bar by myself, I was with the band. But when the band is playing, I am drinking...
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Edited to add: I suppose I should clarify. I wasn't really at the bar by myself, I was with the band. But when the band is playing, I am drinking...
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panxromana:
if that is the only good thing, clearly you are going to the wrong bars!!!!
bombshellbetty:
Mmm. Midori sours. So what were you doing at a bar alone, silly girl?
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emma35:
awesome piercings 
michael_desade:
umm, you rock
I totally freaked out this evening and hyperventilated nearly into vomiting. The reason? I found a stretch mark on my ass and another one on my boob.
And before anyone tells me I'm a complete and total fucking idiot...believe me, I ALREADY KNOW.
I fucking hate everything right now.
And before anyone tells me I'm a complete and total fucking idiot...believe me, I ALREADY KNOW.
I fucking hate everything right now.
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bombshellbetty:
Wow! I've had stretchmarks and cellulite since I was 16. Good thing I have a really good case of denial as well, which allows me to flaunt those stretch-marked, dimply thighs! Hotchacha!
obsidity:
Yeah well since we don't really call our relationship anything like boyfriend /girlfriend it has been difficult to get some things across. Like when you don't have that foundation then you have no way of saying anything.
It's kind of an escape route. I could say, well you never call or didn't get me flowers or whatever and he could just pull the "well I told you that I wasn't able to be there for someone like that" card. Which I agreed was ok. So small things like back rubs are super cool!!!
It's kind of an escape route. I could say, well you never call or didn't get me flowers or whatever and he could just pull the "well I told you that I wasn't able to be there for someone like that" card. Which I agreed was ok. So small things like back rubs are super cool!!!
Woooooo anorexia! 
I'm in such a bad mood today.
I'm in such a bad mood today.
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throb:
IF YOU WERE'NT EVER IN A BAD MOOD, YOU WOULD NEVER BE ABLE TO APPRECIATE BEING IN A GOOD MOOD.
GOOD AND BAD ARE DEPENDENT UPON EACH OTHER IN ORDER TO EXIST.
ALL THAT IS, IS A RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN A THING AND IT'S MIRRORED REFLECTION.
BY THOSE TERMS, EVEN A BAD MOOD CAN BE A GOOD MOOD.
THERE IS NO REASON OR LOGIC THAT CAN CHANGE A FEELING THAT'S REAL.
IS THE ANOREXIA A REASON TO BE PISSED?
ARE YOU PISSED AT ANOREXIA?
ARE THEY TWO SEPERATE STATEMENT OF EXPRESSION ALL TOGETHER, COMPLETELY RANDOM AND INDEPENDANT...
OK, SO, LET US NOT MAKE THIS A COMPLETE ANALYSIS OR MEMOIR ON THE TOPIC. SPACE IS PRECIOUS.
I WAS IN A BAD MOOD TODAY TOO.
I DON'T THINK I AM ANYMORE.
I BELIEVE THAT I HAVE SUCCEEDED, ONCE AGAIN, AT CONFUSING MYSELF TO THE POINT OF BLIND ACCEPTANCE.
THAT'S ALL FAIR IN THIS GAME, BECAUSE WHENEVER I AM BLINDLY ACCEPTING OF MY MOOD OR SITUATION, CONFUSION SETS IN TO BALANCE THE SCALES.
HOPEFULLY YOU ARE SO CONFUSED AT THIS POINT, THAT YOU FEEL MUCH BETTER.
OR, YOU COMPLETELY UNDERSTAND, AND THAT FEELS BETTER.
EITHER WAY, I'M SURE YOU MUST BE SAYING, "SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU BABBLING MORON."
AND SO, FOR NOW, I WILL.
XOX'S FEELING BAD IS BETTER THAN FEELING NOTHING SOMETIMES. IS'NT IT?
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GOOD AND BAD ARE DEPENDENT UPON EACH OTHER IN ORDER TO EXIST.
ALL THAT IS, IS A RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN A THING AND IT'S MIRRORED REFLECTION.
BY THOSE TERMS, EVEN A BAD MOOD CAN BE A GOOD MOOD.
THERE IS NO REASON OR LOGIC THAT CAN CHANGE A FEELING THAT'S REAL.
IS THE ANOREXIA A REASON TO BE PISSED?
ARE YOU PISSED AT ANOREXIA?
ARE THEY TWO SEPERATE STATEMENT OF EXPRESSION ALL TOGETHER, COMPLETELY RANDOM AND INDEPENDANT...
OK, SO, LET US NOT MAKE THIS A COMPLETE ANALYSIS OR MEMOIR ON THE TOPIC. SPACE IS PRECIOUS.
I WAS IN A BAD MOOD TODAY TOO.
I DON'T THINK I AM ANYMORE.
I BELIEVE THAT I HAVE SUCCEEDED, ONCE AGAIN, AT CONFUSING MYSELF TO THE POINT OF BLIND ACCEPTANCE.
THAT'S ALL FAIR IN THIS GAME, BECAUSE WHENEVER I AM BLINDLY ACCEPTING OF MY MOOD OR SITUATION, CONFUSION SETS IN TO BALANCE THE SCALES.
HOPEFULLY YOU ARE SO CONFUSED AT THIS POINT, THAT YOU FEEL MUCH BETTER.
OR, YOU COMPLETELY UNDERSTAND, AND THAT FEELS BETTER.
EITHER WAY, I'M SURE YOU MUST BE SAYING, "SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU BABBLING MORON."
AND SO, FOR NOW, I WILL.
XOX'S FEELING BAD IS BETTER THAN FEELING NOTHING SOMETIMES. IS'NT IT?
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amadio:
It sure is, That gives me a few months to brush up on my rope skills and who knows maybe start a portfolio???
As long as I've got codeine, life is good.
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hammersmith:
Well, my film is based on a John Updike short story entitled "A&P". Ever heard of it?
panxromana:
and when you have me, it will be better!!!
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smf6009:
I cannot express how much I love your set. It is by far one of the best I've seen. Very good
null:
Thanks, kiddo. Even my cynical heart almost believes that you really do care. Thank you for that.
Um. Did I say I was going to shoot the pseudoset on Tuesday? What I should have said was "Tuesday, the 33rd of NEVER." How sad is it that I don't even have the time to have naked pictures taken of myself?
On my tombstone (yes, my tombstone), I would like to have inscribed "HARD WORK KILLED THIS ONE, MOTHERFUCKERS." Seriously...I need to start explaining...
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On my tombstone (yes, my tombstone), I would like to have inscribed "HARD WORK KILLED THIS ONE, MOTHERFUCKERS." Seriously...I need to start explaining...
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null:
First, you get the Scorpions stuck in my head, and then you tell me that there won't be any new FunctionalNudity forthcoming.
I'm sure this is what Hell feels like.
Sorry, you're working too much. I miss chatting and whatnot. Hope things get better soon.
I'm sure this is what Hell feels like.
Sorry, you're working too much. I miss chatting and whatnot. Hope things get better soon.
Tuesday, darlings. Tuesday is the day we shoot my pseudoset.
Do y'all like sushi?
Do y'all like sushi?
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weez99:
yes.
and sushi rice...mmmmm sushi rice.
and sushi rice...mmmmm sushi rice.
user28480482:
I LOVE sushi, and I get to work at one of the best sushi restaurants in this area of the country! Mmmmmmm....
Oh, and thanks for the comments on my Hopefuls set!
Oh, and thanks for the comments on my Hopefuls set!
Hope everyone had a lovely Steak and Blowjob Day.
The IRS can eat a bag of dicks.
Work is killing me. KILLING ME, I tell you.
The IRS can eat a bag of dicks.
Work is killing me. KILLING ME, I tell you.
null:
Let me be the first to offer the body massage to ease your work stress.
Comic book love? Sounds so...geeky. It really is cute.
I can't say as my SaBJ day was any different than my normal days. Wattamillins an aw tha.
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Comic book love? Sounds so...geeky. It really is cute.
I can't say as my SaBJ day was any different than my normal days. Wattamillins an aw tha.
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michael_desade:
Wait, I thought the IRS was a bag of dicks?!?!
Oh. Oh my goodness. Life is good. Life is unbelievably, frighteningly good.
Although I am exceedingly sad that I missed the opportunity to hang out with bomshellbetty and papawheelie while they were down in my general neck of the woods. Fucking work.
Although I am exceedingly sad that I missed the opportunity to hang out with bomshellbetty and papawheelie while they were down in my general neck of the woods. Fucking work.
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null:
Thank you again for your consideration and friendship. Why you offer it is a bafflement for another day. God willing, someday we may sit down to a nice meal together, my petite, pretty friend.
I never really even consider how exhausting my life must seem to other people. What I described was a relatively quiet year by my standards. Then again, everyone that knows me will tell you that I'm rarely not tired, rarely not fighting a headache, so possibly my life is hectic even by my standards.
The breakdown is a long, long private story. If you'd like, I'll tell you about it sometime, but there's nothing to be proud of in it.
I never really even consider how exhausting my life must seem to other people. What I described was a relatively quiet year by my standards. Then again, everyone that knows me will tell you that I'm rarely not tired, rarely not fighting a headache, so possibly my life is hectic even by my standards.
The breakdown is a long, long private story. If you'd like, I'll tell you about it sometime, but there's nothing to be proud of in it.
papawheelie:
d'oh!
ojai was beautiful, as usual. I need to find a ride back there to pick up the VW van someone gave me, maybe I'll get to LA next time. I love so-cal so-much
ojai was beautiful, as usual. I need to find a ride back there to pick up the VW van someone gave me, maybe I'll get to LA next time. I love so-cal so-much