suffocate

Close your eyes
And I will be swimming
Lullabies fill your room
And I will be singing
Singing to only you
Don't forget I'll hold your head
Watch the night sky fading red

But as you sleep
And no one is listening
I will lift you off your feet
And keep you from sinking
Don't you wake up yet
Cause soon I'll be leaving you...
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these are the four questions of life.
they all have the same answer.
do you know what it is?

1. What is sacred ?
2. What is the spirit made of ?
3. What's worth living for ?
4. Whats worth dying for ?

because i do.

To see you when I wake up
is a gift I didn't think could be real
to know that you feel the same as I do
is a three-fold utopian dream

You do something to me
that I can't explain
so would I be out of line, if I said
I miss you

I see your picture, I smell your skin on
the empty pillow...
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Yeah! Well...

Well let's go back to the middle of the day that starts it all
I can't begin to let you know just what I'm feeling
And now the red ones make me fly
And the blue ones help me fall
And I think I'll blow my brains against the ceiling
And as the fragments of my skull begin to fall
Fall on your...
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so tonight we played a sold out show at absinthe.
it was pretty amazing.
to have kids yelling and chanting your band name
back and fourth.
what is it with girls loving the fact
that guys are in bands or do music?
is this some kind of a turn on?
so many girls after we played, telling me they wanted to sleep
with me, or...
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you know it will always just be me.

new site.

www.myspace.com/_mattyb_

get into it mofo's

was i left behind, someone tell me, tell me i survived.
don't look so surprised that i'm home, but just for tonight.
with rough hands and sore eyes, so don't speak, i am tired.
let's just live through this life.

all my bones are dust
some people do damaged too much, too late
and my heart's sealed with rust
some people do damaged too much,...
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