sucker4lovers

I find myself in Whiskey drowning
I come to the surface gasping.
The more I gasp the more I sink
The more I sink the more I have to think
Everyone says push to the surface the find salvation
The lower I fall the more calm and relaxation.
I wish for and wish not for this demise
I hope one day I understand whats wise....
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FInally some work. Too many days off. I admit the time off was nice and I got some time to relax, but I still wanna get out and explore but I still don't know what to do?!

ughh ok 3 days off is enough I'm ready for making videos!!!

You I found out I have the night and tomorrow off.... So I was going to do a month off of alcohol and cheese and I'm definitely going to keep up with no cheese, but I want to relax, so I think I will suspend the alcohol thing for the night. and try and continue it afterwards. Its been a hectic 2 weeks and I...
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I've officially done one week of no alcohol and cheese. Its rough!!! All i want is to have a beer and relax. I haven't noticed much change in my mood or physical appearance. Hopefully I'll see and feel some progress soon. A year ago I didn't drink for a week and about 4 or 5 days in started to feel and be in better mood...
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SO I got to film a bunch of awesome celebrities at and Oscar/ Valentines event today. I'm still new to LA and so I'm still a little star struck when I see celebs. Celebs like William Shatner, Oscar Nunez from the office and tons more. I'm super tired but I think it was worth.

I finally have an evening off. Though it is short lived considering I have a shoot in the morning at nine. I wish I could have beer to relax but I'll have to settle for my strawberry Banana juice, which ain't half bad. Does anyone feel like they work too much. I'm doing roughly 60 hours a week and I feel like I don't get...
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so I'm venturing on week 1 of no cheese and no beer. So far its been pretty good. I notice last month that the majority of my groceries were cheese or cheese related. I thought that might be a little crazy! And I drink a lot so I decided why not see what happens with a month off from both. Hopefully better eating habits and...
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