suckad

My grandmother passed this morning. I swear to god its one thing after another, whats next?

I mean, I know her and I didn't get along very well, but still, I feel more for my mother than the actual situation. It sucks. I feel like a huge asshole for not being as nice as I could to my grandmother. I mean, yes she was a pain in the ass, and a biatch most of the time, she's still my mothers mother. Oy vey.

It's seriously like 90 out and I'm gonna pass out from the heat. blahh.