suckad

I think I am the biggest fag ever.

So at like 3am I brought my Shaneth to the bus stop so he could take that to the airport. I was fine until we said bye and he walked away. I was walking back to the car bawling. I feel like such a wimp! The whole 20 min car ride home I was crying and texting him how much I would miss him and how much I love him. It sucks because going from being inseperable to away from eachother for 10 days is going to be hard. I'll live. Hopefully.

BUT I STILL MISS HIM. damnit.

He wants us to move out there.. I guess its beautiful. I don't know, we'll see. He also told me that he wants to marry me. =) tehe. I love him.