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So I'm a puss. Panic attack at the mountain.. wouldn't snowboard. Soo I went back to the hotel. Yup.

Buuut I did get drunk off my ass and ran around the hotel like an idiot. I started to get undressed in the hallway.. but I got yelled at by Shane before anyone saw me haha

Yeah it was a mess.. but shit happens.

come party with me in vermont tomorrow and saturday night!! woooo

if you're in the area you def should call... and thats if i know you. 7742169062

I tried to quit cheerleading. It didn't work out too well. My coach begged me to stay. She was basically telling me that I was the team and what was holding it together. I don't like to look at it that way because then I feel obligated to be there, when I don't really like it anymore. I used to love it and was all...
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Right now I am being graced with the presence of a fucking WEIRDO from the "Home Health Aid" Visiting Nurse Assoc. She's here for my grandmother and she's a total wackjob. She woke me up this morning by singing. I woke up and was like what the fuck.

Just found out that one of my babysitter/friend from when I was little died last night. We...
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SHANES COMING HOME TOMORROW!! I'm so excited. He's comin home early cuz he missed me. =) He's such a cutie.

This weekend has seriously kicked my ass, and it's not even over. I still have 3 hours of cheerleading practice soon. waaaa. hah

Right now I'm workn on 3 hours of sleep, which sucks. I was up til 6am, woken up at 9ish.. oh it wasnt pretty. I reeeally didn't want to get out of bed. All this partying shit is wearin me down. Crazy...
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I think I am the biggest fag ever.

So at like 3am I brought my Shaneth to the bus stop so he could take that to the airport. I was fine until we said bye and he walked away. I was walking back to the car bawling. I feel like such a wimp! The whole 20 min car ride home I was crying and texting...
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My babe's leaving me in ONE day. I'm sad. To colorado he goes, I hope he has fun but then again I'm jealous as hell.

Okay I'm gonna go snuggle for my last night.. for the next 11 nights.

Ever since new years Shanes been super nice to me. I think he feels bad that he was being a douchebag.

Muahah. New years day I scared the absolute shit out of him. I kept texting him things like.. "I'm so sick of all the bullshit" and "I can't do this anymore" and then when he'd ask what I'd be like "I'm gonna go shower.....
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Christmas was alright, minus my fever of 101. That was awesome, really.
I got what I wanted, which is a first for me. The bf bought me a $400 camera, which I'm super excited about, yet pissed at him for spending that much money on me. It was supposed to be here already but I have no idea where it is.. That would be nice...
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