suburbia

So I am offically single again after a 20 month relationship.

This sucks so hard, and it was my fault too. I thought we were over, she made it sound like we were through, like really through. So I went out drinking after a show with some friends and this girl hit on me for the entire night. I drove her home and she was all over me. I didn't really even wanna hook up, I just gave up, you know. I told my ex a few days later and she said she needed time to think about it. I found out via facebook that she had cancelled our relationship. She said that she thought that saying I need time to think meant that it was over.

I suck...I loved her so much and I threw it all away.