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Tuesday Sep 02, 2003

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Ive never felt so alone. I just got back from the vet and my dog was put to sleep. He was my life. He was the only reason Im still living. I love him so much and I want him here with me.

I wrote this is the dog group...here what happened

I dont mean to bring anyone down. but last night I had to watch my dog be put to sleep. I tried to not get out of bed today, hoping that it was all a horrible dream. Nico was my life and I will never love another dog as much as I love him!
He had a seizure about 4 months back and then last night at 11:30 he had another one...only this one was bad and lasted for about 20 mins. He weighs 75 lbs and I couldnt move him, so I just had to lay in the yard with him until one of my friends showed up. By the time they arrived, he was moving and had come back inside the house. He was still really disoriented so we waited a few and then took him to the emergency vet. He was perfectly fine by the time we got there. So they sent us home and told me to watch him and then take him to my vet in the morning. Well we got home and at 1 we went up stairs to go to bed and he bagan to have another seizure only this one he didnt fully come out of and it lasted for 30mins. So I got him into my car and we went back to the vet where he proceeded to get worse. His brain had swelled and he had been in a seizure for over an hour and they had given him the maximun dosage of valuim which should have helped.
My choice came down to spend over a grand and pray he makes it through the night or put him to sleep. When I went back to see him, I could see the pain in his eyes. So I layed on the groud holding him until he was gone.

Nico was my bestfriend and Im going to miss him so much.

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mulhollanddrive:
oh mama!
Sep 2, 2003
tadzi:
im soooo sorry babe frown
Sep 2, 2003

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