suburban_relapse

I got a txt last night from this girl who totally fucked me over a while back. She wants to talk today and apologize. I'll talk to her, although I'm not sure if I should. I guess because I want to know the big question..WHY??? I expect she'll make up more lies to cover up the ones she already told. I do sometimes miss her though. It really sucks when cool, funny people are lying sacks of shit, you know? It's funny, I just got done telling one of her other x-friends not to waste her time talking to her, and here I am doing it myself. Oops. We'll see what happens.


I found the 2 cutest apartments ever! I love them both equally, so it's just a matter of which one has an apt. available when we need to be out. They are both in great neighborhoods, both have walk-in closets, one is smaller but has marble countertops and gorgeous light clay-colored paint, the other has a fireplace and vaulted ceilings. The latter is a tad cheaper because it's near the dairies but that's no biggie because we lived there before, and you just get used to it.

My parents are still trying to discourage me from moving. Even when i told my dad about the 1.4 people per 1000 murdered here, he still talked his shit!!! I think they just don't want us to be that extra 10 miles away. I feel like a teenager---arguing over whether or not I can do what I say I'm gonna do. Fuck! I made a career out of looking at naked ladies all day, I can do anything goddammit!!!!

Fuck yes I'm the shit.