suburban_relapse

I'm feeling a tad bit better, I think because I started eating again and I did something physical for the first time in days. I looked in the mirror this morning and nearly fainted when I saw what has become of me. I must have lost those precious 8 lbs (I'm 108) , there are dark circles around my eyes, and I am actually MORE pale than usual.shudder

I had a salad and a protien bar, and did some house-work, and even though I'm exhausted I think it helped.

I was really worried about what diet changes I'd have to go through with my diagnosis, but it's really nothing different than what I'm already used to. There are a few things I'll never give up (coffee, chocolate, italian food...) but mostly the stuff I can't have, I really don't want. I don't like soda or fried foods. I do miss fruit though. Oh well.

Today it's just me and the boy, I think we're gonna take a nap together, and then watch Star Wars and eat frozen dinners in the big bed. Fuck the laundry, I'm pooped. Goodnite my friends! I hope you're all having a good weekend!