suburban_relapse

You guys are so awesome for all the well wishes! Thank you!!! I feel much better than yesterday, but my grandpa died this morning so what little bit of my body that feels good is now racked with grief. And I STILL have to work tonight. I need the moola really bad though so whatever. Grandpa died in his sleep, so we're all thankful for that. When we got to Grandmas house a couple hours later, he was still in bed where she found him. Everyone was going in to look at the body, which totally creeped me out. I had to see my mother in law after she died, and it was not the way I wanted to remember her. I know every family has their own way of dealing with death, but I just can't take part in that ritual. He's not even IN there, ya know? ICK.

On a selfish note, my dinner party I planned for this weekend is postponed until who knows bc of the flu, my birthday dinner with my parents is postponed for the same reason, and the memorial service will be some time early next month. Will I ever have a weekend free in my life again? Sigh....