suburban_relapse

I had an interesting discussion with someone about females' need (quest?) for attention. It's stronger in some than others, almost a desire to be worshipped. I can't find a pattern in there that would state which ones are worthy of that and which are not, but I'm sure there is one. I have met women who I would totally build a shrine to, and I meet women everyday who are morons that believe they are the shit. Anyways, we wonder if maybe it's something ingrained in us because of the annihilation of the sacred feminine in the modern world. Like we're trying to recreate it somehow. Could be. This could maybe explain why we constantly chase after men who don't show interest in us, or treat us badly. We're trying to win them over. Or maybe I'm trying to put universal blame on some of my more unattractive and desperate actions. But seriously....Amazing women should not bother with men or anyone else who doesn't appreciate them. This is not to say that all women are wonderful bc I will be the first to tell you they are not. These are just thoughts......

Today I'm off work, I have to drive out to Upland to pay a bill. I hate driving in the rain. Everything's flooded. It's like no-one thought California would get this much rain, so they built everything on unstabe hills, and made shotty drainage systems. My little car wasn't made to drive through a river. And what's with these stupid people who try to drive through a WASH????? Or stroll next to one for that matter? Every time it rains I have to hear about this family or that kid who got too near a wash, or the L.A. river and fucking fell in, and died. IDIOTS!!!! Last night a family tried to drive through a washed out bridge and their 2 year old drowned. I won't even run a yellow light when my kid's in the car, for heaven's sake! This reminds me of the people who leave their kids in the car all day when it's 103 outside. That would make the inside of the car 150 degrees. Nice, real nice....okay enough about child abuse and involuntary manslaughter. Later!